Towards the End

first of all, MERRY CHIRSTMAS everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeee~!!!! i know its late, but still wanna wish you all the merriest christmas ever... :)

well, its been 6 months since my last post... time passes too fast and i almost lost my track. what happened to me for the last 6 months then? hmmmm.... i supposed to write chapters of my dream book but i was running out of idea so i hit a 'pause' button. hehehehe
believe it or not, i was super busy with my work that i had to work every weekends from August to mid of Nov. it was crazy but fun... i lost my weight even i ate like men...

friends and family keep bothering me about starting a relationship and all and i'm tired of it... i'd rejected 4 men and for the first time, i really hope n pray that karma doesn't exist... seriously! you might say that i'm crazy, picky or choosy... i don't know and i have no comment. maybe i am... kill me! T___T
i know that nobody's perfect and i'm not gonna use it as an excuse or to cover up any mistakes, but what you expect from someone that has different value or belief from you to be with you?

i had a problem to fall a sleep at night and waking up in the morning. not good at all... something's bothering me... sighhh~ dying to talk and share it with someone but sometimes stay silent is the best cure :)

almost the end of 2011... 3 more days! wondering what have i done this year. did i do something good? did i maximizing myself in everything i do? have i achieved all my 2011's goals? hopefully i am... cause i'm writing my 2012's goals now... oh, i remembered! i failed one of my goals. i sent my writing but it was failed to be published in the magazine... gonna try it again next year with a better writing and ideas... start small and have faith for something bigger in the future! yayyyy!!!
i might be forget all the things that happened to me in 2011, but i know that they keep me for being a better and a stronger me until today :D

btw, these words hit me when i prayed:
"perfect timing, S... in every single part of you life. never early, never late. It takes a little patience and faith, but it's worth the wait..."



Regards,
Siska Yap

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